Grateful

quarter after 12 ,hit the sack soon. short one owhkay?


i lived ,19 years.
i've got good friends. primary secondary form six classmates colleagues superiors seniors
i've got the best girl on earth :)
i've got a house to stay ,won't get wet when rain
i've got a phone to text ,to call
i've got my university placing ,soon
i've got my car ,soon
i've got a hacks to eat right now
i've got a laptop ,internet access to blog right now
i've got cupboard of tees,pants and hoody jumpers
i've got dinner to eat tomorrow night ,cause mommy is here
i've got electricity ,water supply ,aircond ,woofer
and i've got a mirror to look at myself. to remind how lucky i'm.


-Smile-

Be grateful , to all.

Uncertainties

current life full of uncertainties.
and i'm actually trying my very best to stay far away from this one particular thing called ,money.

but i just can't.
at the age of 19(not yet oct owhkayy .__. ) i had already feel tons of pressure and most of them are closely related to money. apparently ,which i don't like.
frankly say ,i hate it when they are tons of things ,task ,dreams i wanna achieve so badly and eventually at the end of the day ,the phrase -money not enough pops out.
haha obviously i'm not rich but i'm not poor too. the thing is ,like my gf always nag about ,maybe i just put too much things once ,on my shoulder
too many things to get, to many task to be done ,too many plans ongoing. and at the end of the day of course not all of the things that i had planned will go ,accordingly. for sure


-cutting down those unnecessary stuffs on my crazy long wishlist-

maybe cutting down some of the uncertainties too ,good thing to be done.

and a little reminder to mahself ,millions of people fighting for foods everyday ,yet i only eat nice foods .lots of people don't even have a pair of proper sandals ,yet i'm wearing havaianas and still want a another pair and a pair of birkenstock. lots of people don't even have a chance to study,primary level. yet i'm still blaming on our local education sys.which is FOC. yet i'm stil blaming on don't have the chance to study aboard.
work on now ,and pursue those dreams ,patiently and at the same time ,keep learning.
those experiences gained are the most important asset ,not the money earned at the end of the day.

Vios ,i'm - Moving forward ,towards you :)

Love


it's been a long while

hi blogger!
:D

too free to blog? yes.
gf having party with friends.
so i'm all alone .___.

i do not know that she can be so precios in my life. back to early february ,we don't even know each other. not at all.

And i gotta blame haha blame i used huh blame on Facebook ,Putrajaya ,Our PM and James.
so the first spark of US ,ignited.
just like a fairytale
Valentines
Fb chats
prank relationship status (phail one of course,it became so real afterward)
texting
and the move ,the brave move - i called
and another move ,another brave move - she called ,night of 21 Feb
virtually it couldn't be so real
she tested me(which i only know after a while .___.) she asked me she catalysed me
i had never ever feel so comfortable with another human creature(on earth of course it is ,holycrap) not even my exS ,my parent ,my best buddies. NO
i can just put down ,all those walls i builded to avoid mahself getting hurt by outer dangerous phenomenon(human being you know)
and i keep asking mahself ,is she the one? and my heart keep saying Yes ,I found it.
Comfortable ,i guess this is the first reason i fall for this girl

beyond imprinted
Shah Alam KTM
first glance of she ,my soul sucked.
and the more we share ,our daily life ,our thoughts ,our nonsense ,our song the more we fall in love.
every second passed ,i love her more ,and more and more.
she believe in me ,and all those arguements ,fights were just making US appreciate each other more.
From her eyes ,i saw me. me in love. me with wide smile ,me with SOUL
no words can describe how much i love this girl
time just stop ,everytime we both attached.


It's not about your scars ,it's all about your heart :)